jueves, 17 de enero de 2013

Too tired to hold on. Too in love to let go

"Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you can still take it. Never say you don't love them when you can't let go"
"You only miss the sun when it starts to snow"
"If you're brave enought to say 'goodbye' life will reward you with a new 'hello'"

You were never supposed to mean this much to me; I was never supposed to fall so hard. But you know what? I did and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like hell to let you go.
I'm tired of getting my hopes up for nothing, but everytime I'm about to give up something in my head stops me. The "What if..." what if he comes back? what if he was just confused and needed some time to think?. I know it's silly, but there's something about him I can't let go. 
He treats me like shit, but I still answer. He is trying to make me hate him, but I still care. Because sometimes you can't stop loving someone even all they do is hurt you.
They say you can't make the same mistake twice, that the second time it is no longer a mistake but a choice. But..would it really be a mistake? Going back to a person you really care about? Giving them an extra shot because they missed the first time?
It sucks when you know you have to let go but you're still waiting for the impossible to happen, but if he's stupid enough to walk away, I have to be smart enough to let him go.
Though I can't seem to let him go, the only thing I know is that he's keeping me down.
Why the fuck am I holding on to something that keeps hurting me?

lunes, 26 de noviembre de 2012

Wait and hope

I'be been trying to overcome this feeling of loneliness but it has been harder than what I thought.
It took me a year to understand that people's happiness can't depend on other people, and that as much as it hurts to say it, everybody leaves. 
There are many kinds of endings, but they all have one thing in common. You value the relationship as much as you can, trying to keep the good stuff about them. You use them as models, to improve the next ones. 
There will be many people you think you can't live without in life. But unfortunately only the half of them will leave scars that are impossible to remove.
The only answer is to wait. Wait on the scars to fade, wait on those people to realize what they have done wrong, wait for a 'sorry' or a nicer farewell.
It doesn't matter how much they hurt you, you'll thank them some day. Because in some part of your life they made you the happiest person and gave you the best memories.
It's hard to let go. But holding into something that hurts you every day a little more isn't healthy. 
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken, than hurting yourself trying to put them back together. 
Maybe being friends with a person that you thought you couldn't spend a minute without isn't the best way to overcome them. But I'll wait. I'll wait, although I know it's not the best thing to do.

sábado, 27 de octubre de 2012

Lost

Go for someone who is not only proud and happy to have you, but who will also take every risk and effort just to keep you

Cry until it's over

And was it really worth all of this
Heartache that was handed to me
Holding on just don't make sense
But the hardest part of letting go
Is tryin' to find a way
To let you know

Take me away and make it okay


I'm wasted. I'm so wasted on you.

If I talk real slowly
If I hold your hand
If you look real closely my love,
you might understand.

lunes, 16 de julio de 2012

We're all mad here


It's funny how seeing you gives me both joy and sadness at the same time


Words may lie, but actions always tell the truth


The longer you have to wait, the happier you are when it when it finally arrives

Sometimes you have to do something you've never done, in order to get something you've never had.

Trust before you love, because love is nothing without trust


You've taken all my fears and reduced them to one: Losing you


One of the hardest things in life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder

Sometimes, two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together

I'm not perfect. You're not perfect. But we're perfect together. And that's all that matters

Sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun because they missed the first time 

You won't have a better tomorrow if you're still thinking about yesterday.

Holdin onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die. Just let it go